Spend your lazy.endless crazy. days inside my head...

By far the BEST BIRTHDAY I HAVE EVER HAD. <3

And now Eric wants to go for his birthday with just us two,

Romantic Disney vacation? OH LA LA


I am already planning =)


Can't wait till summer A is over.



I completely emptied out my closet and decided to donate what I don't wear to Camila's house.

Fuck it.


I need to live for my self and stop living my fathers dreams.


I am getting a loan
and I am moving =))
And going to have an apartment FILLED with Ikea furniture and gadgets =)


I am also going to see different majors and not just stick to one idea


I really want to do that Disney Internship Program


I might get a Job at the Discovery Channel WOOT that's cool


I am going to Disney for my birthday and having an AMAZING TIME

Ok so I HAD THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE!!!


Me and Stephy where running REALLY LATE and so i let her drive my car and we got to the AAA in 20 minutes from Kendall NO IDEA HOW but it was amazing. So we get in yadayada and we show our tickets to the guy and he looks at us and says" WOW you have amazing seats" and we start getting all excited so we started walking to our seats and these two girls dressed as angels come up to us and ask if we want any drinks and we of course said YES. So they take up to this hidden section that has a MASSIVE banner saying " V.I.P LOUNGE" so I GET REALLY EXCITED there was a DJ and a bunch of other people dancing and they said we could stay as long as we want as long as they can take out pictures. SO WE DID they told us our pics will be on the website and on the screen during the rest of the tour!

So we head out and try to find our seats. OMG AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

as we were sitting her kids walk passed us and up to there seats. lol we had better seats than her kids CRAZY!

We were stopped about 15 times to get our picture taken !!! it was like our 10 sec of fame it was awesome! and at the end K-FED showed up but i didn't want to waste my battery lol =)


I can't wait for the next concert!

oH HEY BRIT , SUP?




BRITNEYS BACK BITCH!

WHY IS SECTION SOUTH IN DIFFERENT SECTION EFSSDGDFHSDFGDGHDFSDFHDFGVDF

IS IT ON THE FLOOR?
IS IT ELEVATED?
IS IT NEXT TO THE STAGE? I MEAN WTF REALLY

CAUSE IF ITS GENERAL ADM I NEED TO LEAVE WORK ASAP IF NOT THEN IM STRAIGHT

THE TICKETMASTER GUY WASN'T SURE =(

http://twitter.com/h0peishere

QUESTION


do you tell your best friend ( of the opposite sex) that you love them and miss them ?


knowing that they have been trying to get with you for over a year?

HAPPY TWO AMAZING YEARS BABYBOOBEAR <3


AND HOPEFULLY MANY MORE TO COME =)



Who would of ever thought this would ever happen to that bitchy little girl in high school looking for love?



WOoohooo

Last night was a blast.

I never thought I would see the Eagles in concert =)



THEY PLAYED FOR 3 HOURS STRAIGHT.



SO BADASS.

3OH!3 <- IM SO EXCITED TO SEE THEM AGAIN!
A Day to Remember
A Skylit Drive
Alexisonfire
Anti-Flag
Attack Attack
Bad Religion
Bayside
Big D and the Kids Table
Black Tide <--- WOAH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bouncing Souls
Breathe Carolina
Brokencyde
Cash Cash
Chiodos <- AWESOME
Dance Gavin Dance
Dear and the Headlights <-- YES!
Dirty Heads
Escape the Fate
Every Avenue
Flogging Molly <-- crazy
Forever The Sickest Kids <- dale
Gallows
Hit the Lights
I Set My Friends on Fire
In This Moment
Jeffree Star <- HA thats just funny
Less Than Jake <- awesome
Lights
Longway
Madina Lake
Meg & Dia
Millionaires
NOFX
Outernational
P.O.S.
Saosin
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Settings
Senses Fail
Shad
Silverstein
Sing it Loud
Streetlight Manifesto
Tat
The A.K.A.s
The Architects
The Ataris <- YYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS
The Devil Wears Prada <- GOOD STUFF
The Maine
The White Tie Affair
There For Tomorrow
Therefore I Am
Thrice <- OH LALA
TV/TV
Underoath <--NICE
Valencia
Westbound Train

So today in GC I was eating my Dragon Roll as usual and this boy comes and sits next to me and starts to small talk. I Log onto W.O.W and the boy is like.... uhh.. you hmh not to sound crude but what fun do you get out of playing that?


I looked at the boy... Really confused and realized oh that's right, I am addicted to W.O.W

I say better than being addicted to crack.

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew


Amen.

I'm not one for praying but Eric's brother is in the hospital today and won't be getting out for a week or so the doctors said.

Please send out your prayers to him.
They had to drug him up because he became hysterical when he found out he will be spending Christmas eve and Christmas in the hospital



Be thankful for everything you have and cherish
Merry Christmas and hope you all have a great one.




*There is a big difference between a problem and an inconvenience

Lately I've been seeing people that I haven't seen in ages
but instead of excitement I get a cold shoulder
I'm really trying to turn over a new leaf and start over and not burn any bridges but I don't know how to fix them if we where friends last time we spoke


I kinda don't want break to start it just means I work A LOT more because my boss knows I have nothing else to do

I want to hang out with old friends
and say how sorry I am for my high school ways
but it seems to get harder and harder to see/talk to them when I'm so busy
I really do miss everyone.


I am so grateful for Eric.

I've been in court way to often.

I think I haven't found my self yet.


I keep going through my photobucket and laughing at all those good times.


I can't wait to have a mini-van and go to PTA meetings and take my kids to baseball practice and dance class.

I paid $27 dollars to fill up my entire tank <3

that made me really happy.




Friday is going to be a blast!!!!!!!!!



P.S I feel so disconnected with everyone.

I'm taking a vacation.
WHATTTT
$79 to fly to NYC =)

True love is not how you forgive, but how you forget, not what you see but what you feel, not how you listen but how you understand, and not how you let go but how you hold on.


I will hold on, it WILL get better.



HORRAY! It's OCTOBER!

Lots of partying !!!!

So I went to IKEA with Eric and his mom on Saturday.



IT was like going to DisneyWorld Minus the characters walking around.




I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK!

There selling SAILOR MOON costumes on ebay.

I REALLY WANT IT.



But, If I even decided on that what sailor would I even be! =(

I really want my own place so I can fill it up with cool stuff from IKEA.